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So recently I met this amazing guy. I guess that someone was reading my blog. Haha, buuuuut I was talking to him last night nd all I could think was wow. I never thought that I could have so much in common with a person (besides my bestfriend). He tried to get me to talk a little more, but I guess I was at a loss of words. We talked for two hours. It was an amazingly intresting two hours. We were talking about basically... everything. I kind of think that he's a goofball. But, I like it.

Haha. Okay, so I started volleyball practice and mannn was I sore. But it'll all pay off in the end. I migh end up playing varsity all I know. My family reunion was sooooo bomb. I wish that I could experience it all over again. I've made so many memories. It's too bad that I won't be able to see them for another two years! Buuut, they will always be in my heart. Haha, wanna know something random? I absolutley poitively love this picture. (;

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Mannn, lately I've been feeling really good. I've been having that "good good" kind of mentality. And I'm going to keep it up. It's not like I'm putting others down, it's just that I feel like I'm rising above others. And no, I don't consider myself "badd", I'm better than that. Aha. Right now I'm at my family reunion. My family is mad crazy, buuut, I love them to death anyways. Met some more of my amazing cousins. We're having a blast right now. You know what I wonder? I wonder why there so many ambulances the day Michael Jackson died? Where people having heartattacks knowing that the "King of Pop" is dead? I hope that's not the case though. Right now I'm sort of in a dilema. Bu, I'm not going to express that on here right now. Anyways, I'm noticing how much that I've stepped up. I'm well on my way.

Haha. San Genarro Feast was amaaaazing. When they come back in September, I'm gunna be there. Anyways, my family reunion is on Thursday. It's gunna be MAD fun. I felt like I haven't seen my family in the longest time. This should be exciting. Looks like at school, there are some soap operas going on. I'm trying not to get caught up with that stuff. I'm just gunna do me. And so far, I'm doing amazing. Haha, but the people there are cool in my book.I finally got the phone I wanted! Jeeez, I have been dying for this phone! SIDEKICK LX. (; Ma baby. Aha. Buuuut, anyways I have a recital coming up in July, I'm getting kind of nervous. But, I'll get over it. I know by playing there, I'm gunna school them. Haha. Buuuuut besides that, get at my cell. (;

I love it.

Yesterday, I went to Townsquare with my friends. I had an amazing time with them!

Once, I got there Aaron wanted to were my sunglasses. He thought that he could become cool just by wearing my sunglasses. It doesn't work like that hun. Haha. I love Aaron though. Thennnn, more people came, and the next thing you know... the guys were sliding down the pole! Haha. You had to be there. Buuuut, today I went to the Juneteenth festival. I'm really glad that I went. I saw some familiar faces. We were talking to each other like we haven't seen each other in years. I had an amazing time though. Ohh, and I just deided to put this picture up because I wanted to. Haha. MEMORIES. (:

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Haha.

Day two of the Math program thing,

and I already got a number.

Buuuuut, it's whatever.

Not to much importance.

I'm planning on making some changes.
I'm starting now as a matter of fact.

I'm writing out my list rightttt.... NOW.

Being on my computer for a couple hours I guess has it's ups and downs.I might be missing some fun opportunites, but yet I get to look at some old memories.I was looking through some of my pictures and I found these pictures. They made me laugh sooooo hard. BROWWWN PAPER BAGGGG! BROWWWN PAPER BAGGGG!

Haha. I hate that I'm cheesin' super hard in this picture. -->

Buuut, we be dyin laughing when we hang. Lol. I remeber when we met, he seemed shy. But then I started talking to him, and we clicked just like that. I miss talking to him everyday!

:p

TODAYY.

Soooo, today was the first day of this academy of math thingy.
It was pretty cool.
I'm gunna go through with it.
Anddd, just because I saw this cute guy there isn't the only reason why I wanna go.
It's part of it.
:)
I had my first piano and voice lesson today.
J. Teddy is super cool.
You'll be seeing my demo popping up sometime.
Aha, get ready for something GREAT!

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Why is it so hard to find a descent black guy?
Evertime I turn around I see a good-looking black dude that is cocky as hell,
Or I see a not so good-looking black dude that is as sweet as can be.
Can't I just find someone that is inbetween good-looking, intelligent, kind hearted and is doing something with himself?
Jeeeez, I bet there is noooo guy like that.
Aha.
I love puting people on blast on blogspot.
:)

My dudeee.

I just turned 15 yesterday.
Ha, I'm getting old.
I hung out with my bestfrannn yesterday.
We're going to be amazing.
But, we went out to dinner and had an amazing night.
;)
I was deep in thought for a couple moments,
and I was thinking, time is running out.
I have to go hard in everything I do.
It's about that time.

:)

I'm feeling a little better than I did yesterday.
Just to get this situation out of my head, I'm going to go take a walk,
Call my best friend, and maybe go get some Cold Stone.
(;

:|

Wow,
It sort of feels like I've known a stranger my who life.
All the pain that I've seen come through that one persons eyes,
just brings me to a state of anger.
I'm having terrible thoughts,
what if he this person was gone?
Would life be easier?
Would that weeping soul be at peace?
Would I have to carry the weight of others pain on my back?
But yet at the same time, this empowers me.
I know I can do better.
I know I can handle things by myself.
Just give me the task,
you won't regret giving it to me.
I'll make it great,
Embrace it. Tresure it. Make it the best.